hmmm..

it's been one of those weeks where i almost think it'd be best for me to go live in a cave... drama. i LOVE it. (said with PURE sarcasm) haha but ya know, i have a feeling this weekend will be one of the best. alex. comes home. THIS weekend. yes! :)

soap operas.

i swear if my life was made into a soap opera i'd make millions. haha drama seems to follow me 24/7. i was talking to my mom about everything and she turned to me and said "hailie, you're not in high school anymore! why are you still surrounded by all this drama?!" good question mom! if i knew the answer to that my life would be complete! haha but hey i'm lovin' life! alex comes home in 1 week from tomorrow!! i'm SO excited!! :) and college is treatin me well... midterms are coming up and that kinda freaks me... but hey life is good! i'm happy and that's all that matters <3

did i mention that i'm now a manger at pizza pie cafe? well... i am. and it's my first night managing... alone... yikes. wish me luck.

some people at college are.... weird. just sayin.

just a thought...

"This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” marilyn monroe <3

found this quote... and LOVE it.

time flies... really.

So this summer was a good one... i already said that. But one main reason why I was dreading for it to end was it meant time for Alex to leave for college. This summer was by far the best summer i've ever had! I can't think of a day Alex and I weren't together. It was filled with our deep conversations, constant sleepovers, daily trips to seven peaks, eating out at least three times a week, jam sessions, and mucho more. The last week was filled with the mall, our last sleepover, doorbell ditching brownies,working our last shift together and then she left... I knew it'd be hard but I didn't think it would really be that hard. I didn't think we'd both bawl at least. I came over to her house right after school and we hung out like normal then as the minutes past it was time for her to start her drive up to good ol' idaho. I gave her her waffle crisp (our favorite cereal haha), gatorade, and frame that i made her then we hugged goodbye, and we both lost it. I think me driving home in that condition was a bad idea... ha lets just say i couldn't see the road. but hey i made it home safely! yeah she'll return in a few weeks to visit but for now, i'm a loner... it sucks. I miss her... ALOT! Thanks for everything Chi Chi! :) you da best.